I have been lazing off and taking things easy since last week. The long weekend due to the National Day here was a bonus as well. Not doing much felt so good. Am I becoming lazy or is this something normal?
It has been exactly 44 days that I am here and I have already changed so much. To the better? Who knows? This weekend I had time to sit and reflect on where I was and where I am and how I am living my life; for some reason I felt I was not being true to myself; but is that really how I feel? Or are they how someone made me feel.
I was thinking of how out going, loud, hyper, liberal, active and crazy I was and now how quiet (at least compared to before), conservative, lazy and boring I have become.
Am I being true to myself? Or maybe it was meant for me to be here for this side of me to take over?
People still think I’m crazy for taking the decision to come to Abu Dhabi. Am I? or is it them who are too caught up in the world to understand why I’m here?
Here is a picture of maybe my new beginning…
2 comments:
What do you mean- you always had a quiet and lazy side to you- sleeping early, sitting by yourself thinking. Whatever you do, don't lose the shereen I know and love and can talk to. I'm happy to see you're discovering more of yourself and its okay to chill out and be lazy. :) I felt the same way when I got to bahrain and then I discovered reading writing and movies
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