Life is Beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was an animal. I wish I had no feelings and emotions. I didn’t care what happens to others; didn’t care where I was going or what I was doing. My only worry was to survive. Didn’t worry about respect, religion, work, friendship, family, education, money, marriage, health, happiness, self-satisfaction, love, trust, kindness, death…

It’s very sad how people try to take advantage of others. It’s very sad that people only see the material things you have and forget who you really are. It’s very sad that humans are become more selfish every day. It’s a very sad world…

But I see some people struggling to survive; when I see people not giving up and fighting evil, it brightens my day. That is when I remind myself that Life is Beautiful.

A New Beginning ?

I have been lazing off and taking things easy since last week. The long weekend due to the National Day here was a bonus as well. Not doing much felt so good. Am I becoming lazy or is this something normal?

It has been exactly 44 days that I am here and I have already changed so much. To the better? Who knows? This weekend I had time to sit and reflect on where I was and where I am and how I am living my life; for some reason I felt I was not being true to myself; but is that really how I feel? Or are they how someone made me feel.

I was thinking of how out going, loud, hyper, liberal, active and crazy I was and now how quiet (at least compared to before), conservative, lazy and boring I have become.

Am I being true to myself? Or maybe it was meant for me to be here for this side of me to take over?

People still think I’m crazy for taking the decision to come to Abu Dhabi. Am I? or is it them who are too caught up in the world to understand why I’m here?

Here is a picture of maybe my new beginning…